Nat's blog

She was tired all the time and she always wanted to sleep. She believed in everyone she met that all the people in her life and always gives them second chances bc she believes people make mistakes and they don’t mean it bc it’s in the moment. One day she was with her boyfriend and her boyfriend and her got into a heated argument and he said some hurtful things to her and she didn’t talk to him for a long while and then he apologized and they had a moment and she told him i love you and you’re my best friend and i forgive you because you’re my best friend and i know people say things they don’t mean.

To invest in me I’m saving up money for myself , getting seasonal jobs and looking into college requirements and basically stressing. BUT also I’m investing in self care for myself and taking care of myself and loving myself so I don’t lose myself bc I have a long future ahead of me.

Soooo tbh I had a shitty but good childhood, some childhood trauma but whatever I still go through life but dang I AM TIRED of people treating me like property like they’ll only text me, need me whenever it’s convenient to them , it’s RIDICULOUS. My life has literally been about that but again I’ve had good memories like with my family , the old times when everyone would get together and be one big family but that doesn’t happen anymore but there’s some cool moments now just rather go back and restart my life so I can take what I know now and wish I was just born with this knowledge.

My literature analysis on “To Kill A Mocking bird” and honestly i’m going to need more time actually analyzing the whole thing. I have this ha it of reading something then after I’m like what did i just read and I have to read it like a couple of times again and that’s just to get the details out but from one read, there’s this little girl named Jean but her nickname is Scout Finch and she learned how to read before she even went into school and she starts talking about the past and started talking about how her older brother Jem broke his arm and that her mom passed away when she was only two but Jem remembers most of his memories with his mom but gets sad, Scout’s dad, Atticus is a successful lawyer. Then they go to Boo Radley and i don’t know i think there’s more to him. I’m going to reread again and get some more details out like some that i missed and post more about my literature analysis on this book. Honestly I like this book how Scout takes you back to basically how it all sta...

Ughhhh I didn’t know you can’t hate something so much , pre calc gives me pimples from all the stress it has given me literally. I did so bad on my individual test, I’m hoping to god that I atleast pass at the end of this school year.

So I’m reading “To Kill a Mockingbird” bc i want to read something different and i’ve heard so much about it that it’s so good and that everyone should read it so i’m going to see for myself .

Honestly being the oldest out of your siblings is hard and annoying because I literally have to do EVERYTHING for these kids and I man I should be but they have to learn things on their own kind of like how did like learn how to tie their own shoe or learn how to wash their laundry or make yourself a sandwich but literally I'm like their second mom because I have to be responsible for them. I have to deal with a 6 year old boy and he's the youngest and the most spoiled one out of me and my sisters and he's a mommas boy so he basically gets whatever he wants and ughhhhhh he's annoying but sometimes he okay lol. But being the oldest I can barely go anywhere because I have to stay home while my parents are at work or they go out to dates or to the movies so I really can't do anything butttt soon they can grow up lol.