Nat's blog

• Bernard is now John’s guardian • Linda is permanently on soma •some is a drug that gets you high •Bernard gets cocky and tries to out do everyone •Bernard stops by a tv station

-Bernard asks John to describe his early days and how was his upbringing. -Linda’s approach to relationships is difficult because she’s supposed to be promiscuous and the effect it has  on the reservation is  -Popé brings mescal to Linda -John hates Popé and John stabs him when he found him in bed with his mother and Popé just stares at him and holds John’s wrist. - -John experienced the reservation kids throwing rocks at him and he was bleeding.

When I searched myself online, a hispanic actress popped up soooo no not accurate at all. Then another thing popped up for another Natalia but her instagram info popped up.

The things that I do to prepare myself are crappy because sometimes I don’t have the energy to even prepare the night before. I just wake up and get ready for school because I am not a morning person so I start preparing myself throughout the school day and what I put in my body depends sometimes I go to the gym for 3 weeks straight so I have to watch what I eat and eat healthy but if i’m not feeling good I get myself comfort food.

   I am changing my big question. At first, my big question was the continuation of last years big question on if there is other universe just like ours and how we all have doppelgangers in a different galaxy or universe, now I'm changing it to "Why do we get the dreams that we do".    Lately, I've been going through it but I don't like talking deep about it or showing my feelings or anything like that because I feel like it's my business and I can deal with it on my own because I know I got get myself back on my feet. For some reason lately I've been getting really strange dreams like one dream I had on Wednesday was that Me and my family were on the run and we were off the grid and it was just us but some bad people were after us and I remember specifically in my dream was that when we were leaving our home because where we were was compromised and I was getting rid of all our pictures and anything that can compromise my family and I to the people that

•trip to New Mex • HEsitant - Bernard • Watson has a long lost son •feels like an outsider •Both feel like outsiders