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•Mond tells John he doesn’t like civil action and John wya he does like somethings like music. •Mond responds with a Shakespeare quote •John thinks him being happy beings distruction • World State is techno • Mond exiles John, Bernard and Helmholtz •Sedates them with soma •Mond thinks Bernard doesn’t know that it’s actually a reward

• Bernard is now John’s guardian • Linda is permanently on soma •some is a drug that gets you high •Bernard gets cocky and tries to out do everyone •Bernard stops by a tv station

-Bernard asks John to describe his early days and how was his upbringing. -Linda’s approach to relationships is difficult because she’s supposed to be promiscuous and the effect it has  on the reservation is  -Popé brings mescal to Linda -John hates Popé and John stabs him when he found him in bed with his mother and Popé just stares at him and holds John’s wrist. - -John experienced the reservation kids throwing rocks at him and he was bleeding.

When I searched myself online, a hispanic actress popped up soooo no not accurate at all. Then another thing popped up for another Natalia but her instagram info popped up.

The things that I do to prepare myself are crappy because sometimes I don’t have the energy to even prepare the night before. I just wake up and get ready for school because I am not a morning person so I start preparing myself throughout the school day and what I put in my body depends sometimes I go to the gym for 3 weeks straight so I have to watch what I eat and eat healthy but if i’m not feeling good I get myself comfort food.

   I am changing my big question. At first, my big question was the continuation of last years big question on if there is other universe just like ours and how we all have doppelgangers in a different galaxy or universe, now I'm changing it to "Why do we get the dreams that we do".    Lately, I've been going through it but I don't like talking deep about it or showing my feelings or anything like that because I feel like it's my business and I can deal with it on my own because I know I got get myself back on my feet. For some reason lately I've been getting really strange dreams like one dream I had on Wednesday was that Me and my family were on the run and we were off the grid and it was just us but some bad people were after us and I remember specifically in my dream was that when we were leaving our home because where we were was compromised and I was getting rid of all our pictures and anything that can compromise my family and I to the people that

•trip to New Mex • HEsitant - Bernard • Watson has a long lost son •feels like an outsider •Both feel like outsiders

I make important decisions by having time or I overthink about scenarios of what would happen if i chose that choice over that one and how it would affect me and how it’d make it easier on me.

I’ve had a couple of moments where I felt guilty and actually was. One time I crashed my car into my dads and didn’t tell him instead I fixed it and never told him. Once I blamed something bad I did on my sister.

I’m pretty stubborn when it comes to people trying to get me to change my opinion or my beliefs in something for example; I’m catholic and every Sunday I’m forced to go to church by mom because she gotninto a car accident on the freeway and basically traumatized her so now we go but I personally don’t believe in the church but I believe in God, some of the things the church says that like if i don’t confess before I die I’m going straight to hell well it’s like how would i know I have stuff to do during my life I can’t go confess everyday till I die. Some people tell me well I have to believe in both not just one but I stick to what I think. I don’t think I can ever change my mind on something that I set my mind to already unless they give me reasoning.

To be secure on the internet I recommend downloading an app for VPN or using firefox so no one can possibly hack your devices. Personally me I don’t use any of those things because I can care less if anyone wants to hack to see what I search or what I look at because it’s nothing bad , if J had something to hide then that’s a different story.

   Dang I procrastinated....so here I am now posting an essay for Macbeth. To be honest Shakespeare’s plays and their slang back then are hard to understand but I manage to try and figure out what they’re saying.    So in the passage I literally had to read it over and over again because I just had to pick every word from it and put them together to where I can understand and I think the passage is basically saying how we say it now like “life’s a b*tch”, because when do we ever say that except when we get into trouble or something doesn’t go our way, I think when it says “life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player, the struts and fets his hour upon the stage”, it’s what I was talking about earlier in the passage.I think life was b*tch for Macbeth when he killed because now everything in life for him is just going to go downhill from there because killing, your life is over with and now it’s a b*tch.    In the passage when it says “ creeps this petty pace from day to day” thinks it’s

All the contributors and artists and musicians that made Graceland all made one big masterpiece of a bunch of other masterpieces. They all were open mindedness creating it and trustworthy with eachother in creating a beat or rythem .