Nat's blog

She was tired all the time and she always wanted to sleep. She believed in everyone she met that all the people in her life and always gives them second chances bc she believes people make mistakes and they don’t mean it bc it’s in the moment. One day she was with her boyfriend and her boyfriend and her got into a heated argument and he said some hurtful things to her and she didn’t talk to him for a long while and then he apologized and they had a moment and she told him i love you and you’re my best friend and i forgive you because you’re my best friend and i know people say things they don’t mean.

To invest in me I’m saving up money for myself , getting seasonal jobs and looking into college requirements and basically stressing. BUT also I’m investing in self care for myself and taking care of myself and loving myself so I don’t lose myself bc I have a long future ahead of me.

Soooo tbh I had a shitty but good childhood, some childhood trauma but whatever I still go through life but dang I AM TIRED of people treating me like property like they’ll only text me, need me whenever it’s convenient to them , it’s RIDICULOUS. My life has literally been about that but again I’ve had good memories like with my family , the old times when everyone would get together and be one big family but that doesn’t happen anymore but there’s some cool moments now just rather go back and restart my life so I can take what I know now and wish I was just born with this knowledge.